I experienced the power of the "good", the "bad" and the "worst" of satan and lucifer, not that this makes me important, many have experienced worse.

A woman, by the name of Jezebel, sent on a special assignment from overseas was sent to get me. I wasn't scared of any person physically or of the so-called mighty high priest/priestess in South Africa. I think very little people who are involved, have ever faced lucifer/satan - maybe demons pretending to be him, but believe me, you would know the difference. He was the only one with whom I felt such a power that I nearly "wet" myself. Then I met Jezebel, she was the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, but for the 3rd time in my life I felt the power, that was how much power she possessed.

To make a long story short I've been trying to break away for a few years. I've been in Sterkfontein's psychiatric ward. Pastors said they will pray for me, while other's did not believe me. There were others who tried to help but didn't know what they were doing and just worsened matters. I've been shot, stabbed ± 30 times, kidnapped and attempted suicide on numerous occasions. But I am still here writing about a mighty movement, and Jezebel is still trying to get me. I escaped death and their power when I at long last realized, what I think everyone in the movement knows, that if you really want to get out, there is only One with more power than satan and that is God. Yes, I know the excuses "nobody wants to help you", "Christians are sissies and fakes, they say one thing in church and do the opposite outside", "they think we are freaks and don't believe us".

BUT

Who is it, that you had to break with and renounce when you joined the movement?

Many of you have had assignments against real Christians and you have experienced that pain and Power around these Christians.

It is that Power that protected me, it is that Power that sent me the right people for help, and it is that Power that helped me to survive this. It is that Power that you don't get in the church and in people, but in the Bible. You can use all your psychic powers, all your weapens, but they will not help you to break free and most of you should know that by now. You don't see the power in Christians because satan is blinding you with fear. The Word says: "Seek and you shall find".

I say if God and His power could protect me from the most evil power I have ever witnessed, He will do the same for you, if you give Him a chance and stop fearing! Forget what will happen should you try to come out. No one dies without God's permission, which is why I am still alive. Don't think it will be easy, but it is worth it. Try, and you will not regret it.

Remember the power you possess today can be the power that can destroy you tomorrow. You are not in charge, come and take charge now, it is never too late!

Satan, you were thrown out of heaven, you and Jezebel have no power or say over my life or any one who chooses to come out of your sick web because we have the Power, no sorry the authority, over you and as you know that is even better than power.

I know you will say "but, people won't forgive me for what I've done", but it doesn't matter. What matters is that you ask God for forgiveness and that you ask Him to give you strength to forgive yourself.

I know you will say, "people will think that I am a freak and treat me like one". That may be true in some cases, it was for me, but through the little I know about the Bible, I know that people thought Jesus Christ was also a freak,

So I Am In Good Company!